I feel like I should want to write a lot more than I actually want to write. It's a weird sensation, like I should take a lot of joy in something that I keep avoiding. And not just here, on my blog, but writing just for me, too. At different times, I've tried my hand at journaling and fiction writing, and as much as I enjoyed both, I just can't find the motivation to anymore. Like so many things, I feel like it needs to be good, like there's no point in sullying my nice, clean, fresh-paged Moleskine notebook with crap. Read more »